I got my first but then....
Yepp,I do felt kinda LUCKY.Hard not to felt that...and SAD at the same time *yawn* Yerla.. bukan selalu nak dapat rasa jadik oang bertuah(cabutan bertuah aku pun tak penah dapat seumur idup tau!)..apetah lagi nak men"dapat"..FREE plak tuh.Sangat susah oke.Orang selalu kata..(orang kata eh,bukan aku kata)peluang takkan datang selalu...rezeki plak tak kan bergolek kat korang(adeke oang cakap camni?Belasah!)Sume kene usaha ..kene rajin,barula datang haseel.Aku taw pun sume tu.Bukan ke usaha tangga kejayaan..?Yer..aku da try,da usaha,da buat pun.Yang paling tak disangka2 is that, FIRST attempt aku terus membuahkan hasil .Serius tak sangka!Alhamdulillah!Syukran^_^ Sonok...memang sonok.Berbunga2.Ala2 "lam ati ada taman" arr.Then tetiba......the "UGLY" side emerged n "messed-up" the whole story *yawn*.The SAD part suddenly arose outta nowhere and enterframed the happy picture without warning (wahh setetment!)......