Killing ME softly

Being the eldest sister in the family of five siblings which dominated by boys has always been one of the main factor that creates who i am or what i turned into,today. Eventhough im not the eldest,yet i has always assumed as the 1st. Bengang gilerla jugak masa kecik2 dulu. Sumpah.Semua duk tuju... "Ohhh,ini ka yang sulong?" Am i looked that OLD?? Was there any wrinkle visible when i was 9?? Or should i blame my-not-so-friendly-looking face???? Yeah,i guessed the last one,could do me justice. A bit. -_____________- FINE. How could i be blame if i looked MATURED than my age??? And Isnt that a FACT, that girls MATURED faster than boys??? Diulangi, MATURED yakni MATANG yer,bukan TUA yang kedut2 tu,TAHU! Oke. Lama2 dah jadik biasa. LALI. Penat dah nak tunjuk muke CUKE. Yerla acik,pokcik,tokcik... Ha'ah sayalah tu,he emm. Yang SULONG tu.Sayalah. Diiyerkan saje.Abis cerite Kenyataannya... Memang sedari kecik aku ni orangnya independent. Tahu tanggungjawab as kakak sulong y...